Yeah I?m sorry, but you are a hobby psychologist who gets overwhelmed with big crowds. I don?t know what would qualify you to call anyone a sociopath, when clearly you have severe issues going on with your self and your self esteem that you should reflect on. And that?s just being honest. It is very unhealthy to be so overtly bothered by actual human interaction. It seems like you might have an actual condition the way you discribed it, and I apologize for being ignorant cause I can?t relate. I need to learn to also understand people going through mental health problems.