Im thinking about leaving the board ( Purge of Emotions & the Universe Mess)

Started by Lane Bryant Jumpsuit, January 30, 2019, 04:36:28 AM

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fedswatchin


Vonc2002

This is my pass to say WHATEVER tf I wanna say about the mess she releases so I don't wanna hear SHIT! Baby mama is a mess of a song btw





GRAND ETERNAL SUPREME

Quote from: Black Indian on January 30, 2019, 02:31:40 PM
Quote from: Young on January 30, 2019, 02:28:29 PM
I?ll never forget Orchestra Gate 2019

Sndndnfnfnfnfnff I was in shambles

The way the girls were landing hours into the news and getting pissed :dead:
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CHIBBJUBUBYVYVYVYBYBUB

fedswatchin

Lew came in here to keep vonc posting and pressed. I live. Silly nigger falls for the shits each and every time




Navyman

Quote from: Lew Scherzinger Norwood on January 30, 2019, 04:36:28 AM
After this last round of disappointment in DC
I realized its time for me to let this board and my brandy obsession go.
Its not until now at this point in my life that I see the idolatry just isn't healthy. We all have gifts and talents from our divine creator and in that Purview  there is no reason to overemphasize ones gifts over the other

This is a odd revelation for me because I've always been so dogmatic when it came to things I liked
Like staying connected to this board because of my love for brandy and wanting to keep up with the updates and snippets as well as other news despite the harsh cloud of judgment and negativity that comes with it. All Ive ever wanted was a vehicle to express that love for brandy in a space that makes it okay and welcomed. However. this collective as it apprears on the forum is stuck in low vibrational energy that doesnt resonate with me anymore.

As part of my spiritual awakening process Ive been forced to confront things that are not healthy energetically
Like core emotional wounds, fear, rejection etc. EVen before then my karmic relationships (all those crazy stories i posted about) taught me lessons and I was able to move past it  but  as you grow you dive even deeper to things you really didnt pay attention to  that was throwing a monkey wrench in your spiritual development.. and the attachment to the board and brandy is one of those things.

My dreams came true when I met her in 2016 and Took that as the beginning instead of an amicable close to a long era of stanism.



The DC trip proved to me that trying to extend this era of stanism is a wrong and unproductive path.
I really wanted to see her live with her own music but if I dont pump the brakes and lose this attachment it will continue to be on a  cycle of disappointment. Not because of anything shes doing but for my own balance of zen.


I know the announcements are moot if i really want to leave i will  and i have a bit its just that i am a creature of habbit and im scared i will miss something if i dont check in but thats another negavtive i need to disassociate from.

If brandy comes to alaska or anyother place im residing in I will attend of course but untill then youtube it is.

I love us for real :plzstop:
Yawl got my insta 'Lewzya" if you want to hmu


SIDEBAR: I belive brandy has gon through her awakening as well begining at age 33 and this is the true reason there has been a delay in her process
I actually agree with you and this. I'm coming to the same conclusion with Ci, she hasn't done anything and she's working hard and her future looks brighter than ever. But I'm getting grown as hell and where I'm trying to go in my life is going to require more of my attention, energy, spirit etc in rooting and cheering myself on to accomplish my own goals and dreams. Can't be 30 still doing this. I was always be a fan!

You will do great Lew.


Joyce Grace


GLOCK

Quote from: Black Indian on January 30, 2019, 04:01:02 PM
Quote from: tontonton on January 30, 2019, 03:59:11 PM
Quote from: Black Indian on January 30, 2019, 02:31:40 PM
Quote from: Young on January 30, 2019, 02:28:29 PM
I?ll never forget Orchestra Gate 2019

Sndndnfnfnfnfnff I was in shambles

The way the girls were landing hours into the news and getting pissed :dead:
nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
CHIBBJUBUBYVYVYVYBYBUB
:guys:
:plzstop:


Monika

Quote from: Black Indian on January 30, 2019, 02:44:04 PM
My heart was so broken for ya'll that morning.

At first it was a lite kii but then I realized some of you flew out and mess.  Legit had tears in my eyes - wishing I could somehow make it better.

So glad everyone's better now. :wub: for the most part.
yeah, I'm still upset for those people. When I saw she had deleted it, and turned off the comments, I was like, aww man Bran, you better not cancel on these people! Then, when I saw that announcement, I said, got damn Brandy!  I felt so bad for all those peple, still do. I mean, I know she has vocal problems... :)...but damn!

Lew, you are right in how you think. Don't make idols out of the created.

Yahudah

Lane Bryant Jumpsuit

Quote from: Vonc2002 on January 30, 2019, 03:10:32 PM
Quote from: MelMel on January 30, 2019, 03:07:41 PM
Quote from: Black Indian on January 30, 2019, 01:22:22 PM
And this writing, Lew...

Push through a bit. Looks like King perched at an actual keyboard for a bit and let HAVE.



You're legendary! :blush: Luh u!
I still saw some mistakes
Definitely did.  Furthermore, I'm not applauding a man in his 30s for being able to write an almost mistake free sentence

Lmao i dont take punctuation and grammar that seriously here i like my wild style of typing uts my signature

It wasnt a thesis



Lewie D Im Caramel Bitches Ion Wanna hear Im Actin
Different

Monika

Quote from: MARS. on January 30, 2019, 02:49:21 PM
I still can't believe she canceled the day of. The SHIFT from about page 22 where everyone was arriving to about 25 or so when everyone found out she canceled still makes me scream
yeah, I haven read that thread pass that page because I don't like to see Brandy being lynched, and I just know you guys hung her. So I have avoided that thread. Lol
Yahudah

BranLover

Beautifully said Lew. I?m wishing you the best on your life?s journey.