I think a lot of this falls into the "u aint special muthafucka! so don't think u are!" category.
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I put in months of research into what I have earned.
And yes I have been focused on my mother's side but I was raised by mom's side.
My grandmother raised me. Of course I'd naturally want to know who she is, and who we are.
I'm not pulling from some random relative that I've never even had contact with to learn their origins.

This is my Granny poo.
That picture in my sig has been hanging in our livingroom since I was little.
Now I know the full history behind it. I'm fucking excited, but I'm sorry if I've been super super crazy about it.
I'm just overwhelmed, I don't think I've ever been happier in my life. I really did it, I connected the dots and found the clues.

But am sorry if I've been super duper crazy about it. I can accept that.