It is self-hatred. A lot of AA women, especially the natural hair/afrocentric wannabe ones desire to have mixed kids and marry white men it seems. It's like a lot of them hide behind the whole "I'm proud to be black" mess. I don't get it tho. If you're pro-black then you should what 100% black kids that look like you and be with someone who is black like you. Dumb niggers.